Draft

This is a draft post.

I’ve been wanting to write something for a while now I’ve not been able to write tho. As this is my blog and I get to decide what goes here maybe I can just write about anything. So here I am writing a draft for my blog. I’ve not been really good at sports and as the time passes I’ve started to see a pattern as well. I don’t think I’m very competitive not like I don’t wanna win but its like I compete for other reasons. I don’t wanna just win a game with points I wanna be actually good at it and good in a way that it satisfies me. I wanna be able to have control of the ball and have fun while playing it. Being competitive for points makes me stressed or maybe it takes out the fun out of it.

Its been the same with academics as well. Growing up I always wanted to be a good student but not by getting excellent grades or getting the first position in class. I wanted to be good at subjects by actually understanding things. Covering breadth in a subject is the best strategy if you wanna get good grades but I didn’t do that. I uses to get stuck at topics and I used to stay there till I figured it out completely. I don’t really know how much of this is accurate tho as it’s been time and I don’t exactly remember what I felt at the time but I can assure you that It wasn’t very far from this.

I like to sketch and being able to sketch what I can imagine fascinates me a lot tho I can’t really do it at the moment but someday I’ll be able to turn my thoughts into a tangible sketch and its gonna feel awesome. I don’t really sketch that often either I did a sketch after months a few days back and I really liked it. Someday I’ll be able to sketch like industrial designers and architects I like how their sketches look like minimal pretty and accurate.

I’ve not read any books in a while either I’m currently reading The catcher in the rye by JD Salinger, its a good book a story of a teenager who doesn’t fit. I like reading books as well, I don’t know if I’ve shared this earlier or not but I really like books. Charles Bukowski is my favourite author, I don’t get bored while reading his work tho not all of his work is great some poems are shitty too, actually I think I only resonate with a few poems and the rest of it are for someone else.

Its 3:04 Am and I have work tomorrow so I think I should go to bed now. I’ll try to keep posting here as I like it. If you’re reading this thanks for giving a visit to my small corner on the internet.

Bye.